She was attempting to be someone she wasnвЂ™t! She wasnвЂ™t fulfilled in a heterosexual relationship, but she was attempting to be. IвЂ™m sure she loved him after 7 years, but she was in denial. She was living a faux life. A life that she wasnвЂ™t shamefaced of. In the end she eventually began to embrace who she truly is and what she truly wants.